Escape From Reality

22th ♥

2011-11-02T19:51:00.006+07:00

Happy 22th month anniversary, baby ♥

Day by day love you more and more :*

Left 2 months more to 2 years.

Oh my God, Oh my God, just can't wait :$

Thanks God that we last this long. Please bless our relationship always O:)

fyi: so tired these days. need much sleep, much rest time. wish for holiday so bad.

Superb Birthday !

2011-10-27T19:18:00.012+07:00

Got a surprise from them, my BEST FRIENDS

And it was my best birthday ever. Cause them ♡

i dunno have to say what else except Thank You ,guyss. I'm so blessed to have friends like you all. And i won't forget about today forever. Even if we will have separated when graduate our school, these memories will always stay in my heart to be eternal.

Was so touched by the surprise and the cake. It was simple yet special. They gave me their loves and sincerity :')

Joyanti Amanda ♥ Valens Christianto ♥ Willy sandy ♥ Christine Honey Sumardi ♥ Christina Honey Sumardi ♥ Ribka Priskila ♥ Monica Eteng ♥ Shella Lim ♥ Raynaldo Evantha Purba ♥ Daniel Salim ♥ Gabriel Salim ♥ Jeff Collins Constantin

HARRIS KRISTANTO TANGKAS ♥

and

ALL OF MY FRIENDS & FAMILY

THANK YOU SO MUCH :*

I LOVE YOU ALL

p.s: am so glad for someone. thank you :)

and anyway, maybe HE forgets.

If only . . .

2011-10-22T23:04:00.004+07:00

i miss my childhood,

when everything seemed so beautiful,

no pain and burden,

didn't have to think, just enjoy life.

That Dream

2011-10-17T19:53:00.003+07:00

Yesterday afternoon, i saw you in my dream. i can touch you. you seemed so real. but when i was awake, i knew it was only a short nap dream.

somehow i was in your car with you. you wore simple white T-shirt. i still remember, that you always prefer T-shirt than the others. yeah, and as always you looked perfect even in that simple T-shirt. you drove me somewhere. then it's unclear what happened next.

the point is, that dream reminds me at you and everything about us. i know it's not right. however, we had been separated and i have started a new life since i met Harris. he's everything for me now. i plan about my future w/ him, spend the rest of my life to be his wife. it's my FUTURE

but i always hope that i could meet you someday to make everything clear between us. i never left you. neither did you. it's just about DESTINY.

i told Harris and he simply said 'you shouldn't have thought it anymore'

i wonder if i ever crossed your mind all this time

and i you ever dreamed of me like i did yesterday

remembering you again,

your past

Frog

You're never too old for fairytales

2011-08-28T22:28:00.004+07:00

kindly visit my tumblr (;

Escape From Reality

fyi: just changed tumblr theme

carry this hatred till i die

2011-08-28T21:05:00.008+07:00

in a bad emotion.
once i get mad and hate a person, i won't stop hating that person even i seldom hate people. that's me.

well,these days i ever thought about to forgive you. i started to look you in another way,positively. just to find out a good side of yours that can be my consideration. but now i realize i did a very BIG mistake and regret it. i shouldn't have thought about forgiving. you even don't deserve my forgiveness. hell yeah !

don't care if you were deliberately or not. but the thing is you brought so many troubles into my peace life. surely, i can slap you !

and fyi, not only you. but them too. such a group of idiot(s) that always bother me in every single thing i do. watch out guyss,this little innocent girl could be an evil witch.!

omo.! i'd better not talk about this. it's really a mood-destroyer.

enough for today.
am off.

call me korean-films mania !

2011-08-27T17:49:00.004+07:00

currently in 10-days holiday. 3 days because our teachers are having retreat and 7 days more is Idul Fitri holiday. it's really a rest after dealing so many exams. yay !

well, seems that i won't go anywhere on vacation this time. but sure, i feel grateful. spend this 10 days with dvd(s) is not a bad idea. at least, no vacation makes me have so much time for 'laziness' and 'party' *evilaugh

won't even touch my books during holiday. i swear. too loathe of them ! >:O

oh ya, bought another dvd(s) again :p at the first time i bought Sunshine Angel, a Taiwanese film played by Rainie Yang and Wu Zhun. i bet you're absolutely know them right? no one doesn't know them. they're so popular. and maybe that's the reason why i chose to buy Sunshine Angel.

but then, i regretted after watch some scenes of it. dunno why, but just don't like it. concluded the story is boring from those scenes i watched. so, today i went to get it changed with another film. the seller didn't mind because he has known me well and the dvd(s) are just one day in my house.

so, decided to change it with 49 days. a Korean film. now i guess that i prefer Korean film to Taiwanese film. maybe i'm too late to be true that haven't watched 49 days. yeah. got no time for watching dvd(s) previously :( but, no problem. revenge shortchanged on this holiday ;)

fyi: still haven't done watching City Hunter :$ will finish it soon then watch 49 days ;)

CITY HUNTER ♥

2011-08-20T18:20:00.005+07:00

it's weekend and dvd time. yuhuuuu. can't wait to continue watch it a whole day tomorrow ;)

that is it. City Hunter. just bought it and feel so satisfied that i chose a very good film. well, i guess City Hunter is the best korean film i've ever watched all this time. the story is really interesting and far from the word 'BORING'

highly recommend you to watch it ;)

these days were so tiring. exams everyday throttled me. still in exam season. am going to have physics exam on monday. gotta study it in this weekend. damn it !

happy weekend ♥

17th August

2011-08-17T11:27:00.004+07:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY STEFANIE NAYKI <3

have a blast, lots of happiness and be maturer day by day. wish you everything :*
enjoy the cake and your day. xoxo

&

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY,MY BELOVED COUNTRY,INDONESIA !
keep moving <3

Tag from Flo :)

2011-08-17T10:39:00.004+07:00

got another tag again. wohooo

this time from Flo :) thanks for tagging me anyway :*

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.
4. Tag 5 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun

• SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Love The Way You Lie-Eminem ft. Rihana

• HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Should've Said No-Taylor Swift

• WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
When You Tell Me That You Love Me-Westlife

• HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
True Friend-Miley Cyrus

• WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
The Best Day-Taylor Swift

• WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
you belong with me-Taylor Swift

• WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Count On Me-Bruno Mars

• WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Two is Better Than One-Taylor Swift

• WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Last Kiss-Taylor Swift

• WHAT IS 2+2?
Love Drunk-Boys like Girls

• WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?
Dirty Picture-Taio Cruz feat Kesha

• WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Bad Romace-Lady Gaga

• WHO DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Love Story-Taylor Swift

• WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Without a Word-Park Shin Hye

• WHAT WILL YOU DANCE AT YOUR WEDDING?
My Bloody Valentine-Tata Young

• WHAT SONG WILL PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Untouchable-Taylor Swift

• WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Grenade-Bruno Mars

• WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Teardrops on My Guitar-Taylor Swift

• WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Come Back To Me-Utada Hikaru

• WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
It's Not Over-Secondhand Serenade

• WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Nobody's Perfect-Hannah Montana

so,those are them. Hahaa. most of them don't make sense. lol
but some of them do. kinda. the purple color ones. even they're not really true about me.

and most of them are Taylor Swift's songs. yeah. i have so many Taylor swift songs due to she's my favorite singer <3

then, i tag Tiffany, Christine, Agusto, Emia, and Pacya :)

hee-llo (pronounced: he-low)

2011-08-16T21:59:00.007+07:00

Have just made heello account last night. heello is similar to twitter.
my heello username: @SylvianitaNayki same with my twitter username. hihii. so, if you there have heello account too. visit mine and listen me :)

tomorrow is my beloved country's independence day,Indonesia. and it's holiday of course even just one day. yay ! actually tomorrow am going to have independence ceremony at school, but seems that i won't attend it ;p ssssttttt

goodnight sugars <3 xx

thank your shortcomings !

2011-08-11T14:27:00.008+07:00

Got a bad day . Even tomorrow. Am going to have math exam. OMG ! Seems that tomorrow will be a bad day too. Sigh. Well, what i wanna share today is, (underline it !)

I hate copycat so damn much. i wish they could vanish from this world

So pissed off. Don't you know that followers will never be better than people they follow? What's the good idea of keep copycat-ing me? I bought this, you bought this. I have this thing and you feel like you have to have this thing too. What a mad. I guess there's something wrong with your brain. You'd better go and check it. Pathetic of yours !

Then, you said bad about me. But the fact wasn't like that. Did you think after you told everyone about my bad, you will look better than me? Let me tell you something, kid. People do have eyes. They can see the fact. You just embarrassed yourself in front of them. Don't do those petty things because of you got envy with me. Chill out baby !

Stop copycat every single thing about me ! Thank your shortcomings !

pathetic story on wednesday

2011-08-10T13:21:00.005+07:00

yesterday got a dream about him. the one whom i don't want to remember. the one that i removed from my life. still remember the struggles to forget him.

I hate getting flashbacks from things i don't want to remember

don't let your bitter past affect your bright future !
what done let it done. it wouldn't come back again. stop flashback and step forward.

i don't care about my past anymore. it had already buried by me.

fyi: what sucks today: must go to school again for the biology lab and skip my nap ! it sucks to the MAX !

short post on tuesday night

2011-08-09T20:14:00.004+07:00

i changed my header and background yesterday. and changed my 'about me' just now. yeah. so many things to be changed. i wanna NEW impression for my blog. maybe tomorrow will change something again :p even i think to change my URL. but it would be so complicated. have to tell everyone to re-link me. needs a really good consideration.

and about today.

everyday is always tiring. i feel i could die in my young age because of exhaustion. but i don't wanna complain or grumble too much about this, because i surely know that someday i'll definitely miss my school life.

school life is like living in a dream world. there's still no burden to be carried. different with when you graduated from school, jump into real world which is cruel. at that time you must think about your future and work from nil to be 'something'. success never instant.

left 8 months. i don't wanna leave my school,friends and everything.

Finally

2011-08-07T20:09:00.003+07:00

Yeah,finally i'm back :D so,this is the new appearance of 'a jar of wishes'. i changed its name again. as you know i'm a type of girl who feels bored easily :p

well, it's been a long time. even seems like my blog has already dead. but i'm here to make it right and prove you,you were wrong if you thought like that. i was just didn't have time to update blog daily like i used to do. getting busier day by day.

ermm, i have to go now. move my ass to my desk to do those shitty homeworks. pity me. it's my last year of school. have to work harder to enter a good university later. pray for me,readers.

i miss you. hope tomorrow have time to write post again.

goodnight xx

lazy days

2011-06-24T15:41:00.007+07:00

bonjour people. here to greet you with a smile (:

harris goes swimming and i'm alone for sure. but not alone actually. tumblr and this blog accompany me *hug well, when online i spent my time much more on tumblr than blogging. not because i love tumblr than blog. but it just feels easier and simpler. just reblogging awesome pictures and find fun there. different with blog. blog is also interesting. but it probably more suitable for creative people. not like me. am not creative enough to think a good story to be written. everything i wrote on this blog is basically about story of my boring life. and i know for sure that you as my readers will be so bored reading my blog and of course i don't want to be like that.

my life is only an ordinary life. nothing is special. that's why not many things i can share with you. so i prefer log in to my tumblr and rock my followers' dashboard with my crazy posts :p

holiday is what i wished during school days. i have no vacation this year. but still grateful that i have so much time for watching. you know? i love korean films so damn much. love korean films more and more. too many dvd(s) that i want to buy. but harris said i may not be that wasteful. i have to spend my money wisely. yeah. he's right. so, i deleted some films from my list ;)

talking about harris, well, as you know i can't meet him on holiday. and he was busy these days. the last time i met him was on 22nd june, when we received report. oh ya,about my report result. i got the 9th rank. from the 7th to 9th. hahaa good job right? ;) but that's no matter at all. i never care with my rank. hehe

done one post :D see you again. thaaaaa ;;)

visit my tumblr click here thanks :)

fyi: yesterday was a confusing day. i keep thinking about which theme is prettier for my tumblr a whole day. i found too difficult to decide. but finally i chose this one. even i've ever used it but it's pretty ;)

new,new,new

2011-06-20T18:00:00.005+07:00

hello people, how's life? :D

anyway, i've just changed my twitter background and my ava. starbucks.starbucks ♥ below is the pic. what do you think.? pretty.? ;;)

oh ya, i prefer old version twitter than the new one. dunno why. hahaa that's why i keep using the old version.

oh well, i have nothing to say anymore. sorry. hehee so, have a good time and goodbye readers :)

TAG

2011-06-14T20:42:00.005+07:00

tiffany tagged me in '10 things about me'. it sounds so fun :D

so,come on. let's do this tag ;)

the rules:

εїз Each tagged person must tell 10 things about themselves
εїз You have to choose and tag 10 person
εїз Go to their blog and tell them you tagged them
εїз No tags back
εїз Have fun ~(°▿°)~

10 things about me:

✿ i love my boyfriend
✿ blackberry is the most important thing for me
✿ i use soft lenses
✿ i prefer wearing dresses than jeans
✿ i love cosmetics
✿ i enjoy shopping
✿ i wish to live in Singapore
✿ i like to use nail polish
✿ i always use high heels;flat shoes only for school
✿ i love purple and pink

i would like to tag these bloggers:
★ Christine H.S
★ Clarissa Chung
★ Daniel Salim
★ Emia Harinda. S
★ Florenshia Lieberty
★ Gabriel Salim
★ Hanna
★ Nerissa Tangkas
★ Patricia Kamajaya
★ Tiffany Susanto

HEYHO.!

2011-06-14T19:49:00.004+07:00

heyho :D actually, i would like to post something on this blog. but unexpectedly am blank. well, sorry readers. tee-heee

holiday is so boring. what i did are just chatting,tumblr-ing,reading people's blog,watching and hang out around. now i guess that i wish to end my holiday soon and go back to my school.

july is a new school year. new class, new experiences, new days and of course new life. but i hope i don't lose my buddies. wish all of us are in the same class again. it's a MUST. ouchhhh, talking about them makes me miss them badlyyyy :o :o

and don't forget to visit my tumblr ;) click here

okay maybe it's enough. my mobile phone's ringing. it's text from harris. he'll nag me if i keep focusing on laptop and don't reply his text :p

Dong Yi ♥

2011-06-09T12:40:00.005+07:00

hey there (: wanna share something here. about what i am watching now. it's Dong Yi. this movie is very very different with others. it's about a royal story (Joseon dynasty) with its intrigues. Dong Yi is an ordinary girl who dares to fight against the queen's evil. of course her life is full of struggle. she also attracts the king's attention and the king fells in love with her.

highly recommend you to watch it. better than you watch others movies which are only about teenagers love. it's so common.

am so in love with this movie ♥.♥

set during the reign of King Sukjong in the Joseon dynasty,the story focuses on Dong Yi, a water maid who gains the trust of Queen Inhyeon and later the favour of the king when he is moved by her prayers for the health of the Queen during the court disputes caused by Jang hee Bin. Dong Yi becomes a concubine with the rank of sook-bin and bears a son who will become the 21st king of Joseon, Yeongjo.

watch this during my long holiday

but gonna buy others dvd(s) again ;)

2nd june♥

2011-06-02T09:09:00.005+07:00

hello there (: well,am finally back. sorry for leaving this blog for about a half month for some reasons.

am missing everything i used to do when online so damn much. blogging,tumblr-ing.omg.! felt so sad can't do it :(

so, it's 2nd june. it's my ANNIVERSARY DAY with my bf. 17th month. so grateful our relationship can last this long. hope it goes FOREVER ♥

well, readers. may i ask your help? by do this simple thing. i hope you guys wanna help me to vote my friend called Christina. she joins a competition and needs our help. look at the photo below. it's her. don't you think the same with me? she's beautiful right? and she deserves to win.

so, please support her and help me by like her photo.

first, like the page:

click here

then, click like on her photo:

click here

thanks anyway ;) if you don't mind and not feel bothered, please tell your friends or anyone to like her photo. so thanks guys ♥

with love

New Job

2011-04-26T19:01:00.011+07:00

Hey guys. Today i went to give an application letter and the curriculum vitae to a course at Cemara Asri. I was offered by my friend to replace her working at that course. The work is as a teacher. They need a person who good enough in English. Most of students there is from CK (Chandra Kusuma) school.

At the first time, i was not interested in working. You know? I've never worked before. And never crossed my mind that i'll work in my young age. Even i never helped my mommy doing house work. I'm totally NO for working.

But then suddenly, dunno why i'm thinking about it again. I wanna have working experience. Some of my friends has already worked too. And it just feels so interesting. Can earn money by ourselves. Feels like we're so mature and independent.

I wanna feel the feeling like that too. I wanna have my own money, money that i get with my sweat. So, i asked my parents opinion about it. They allowed me with a note that i must not ignore my school exam or homework. So that my rank at school won't decline.

But something that made me offended, mommy and daddy think that i can't work. They said seems like i can work just about one week. I won't survive.

Okay, well, i know i'm kinda spoiled and careless girl. I can't do anything well. But i'll prove everyone that a Sylvianita can make people amazed too. I'll show who i am actually :)

Moreover i have learned English for so many years. Since i'm in primary school. It's useless if i don't use my English knowledge to earn money, right?

My bf worries about my health if i work. He doesn't wanna me too tired if should work. But i plan to work for just one month. Just for fun and have new experience. Gotta make him sure i'm gonna be okay. hehe

I hope they would consider about my educational background which is good enough and call me soon to set an interview.

So, this is my junior high school national exam result.

8,9,8,9

good marks yeah. haha

My certificate of completion in my course. They are 3. Kindergarten English(2 years), then English for beginners(3 years) and English for teens(3 years). I'm going to get the certificate for the next class soon.

They ask to enclose my report at school but my report is not with me now. It's with school so i gave them this charter award instead.

I got this coz got the second rank when junior high school. Actually the first semester 1 got the first rank. But when semester 2 i got the second rank. That's why the charter became the second rank. Kinda pity yeah? The charter should be the first rank.

But it's getting worse when entered senior high school. I really lost my mood in studying. I stopped my math,physics and chemistry course. And my rank decliner, decliner and decliner. But i still feel happy. Find my love in senior high school. XD ♥

Oh ya, about my blacberry. I don't feel like using that BB anymore. I prefer using Nokia. More resilient. But just see later. I'm gonna sell my BB first and buy the new one again later.

I'm ready to have a job.!

Chocolate

2011-04-24T20:04:00.004+07:00

Auntie and my cousin just come back from SG. They bought us chocolates as gift. Wiw. Can't wait to eat that lovely chocolate anymore. Moreover i need chocolate now. To give me spirit and make me calmer.

I'm so tired to the max, readers. Dizzy thinking about my mobile phone. That blackberry really annoys me. Hueee.

I hope everything's gonna be okay SOON. I beg :(

Well, i'm not in a mood for talking a lot of things like i do usually.

See you readers :)

love chocolate

A letter to God.

2011-04-21T20:03:00.005+07:00

Dear God,

As you know, that i have a plan for this weekend. I'm gonna do something that i think i should've done before since i've been able to do it. But i still keep thinking about it. Because i realized it would not be good if we're too forcing something. Patience is the key to satisfaction.

And now, i've been convinced.

I wish you would bless my plan and brought it to my real life. I've been waiting for so long. Ummm, about half a year. That long time has already enough to make me sure. I hope everything would run smoothly. I get what i want and life will be so GOOD. No more tears, sadness and goodbye suffering ;)

People can make plans, but God who determines.!

Dying

2011-04-19T13:11:00.003+07:00

Well, i'm sick readers. It's so bad. Guess what i got? Sore throat, flu, fever and seems that no much longer cough is gonna greet me and fill the emptiness of my holiday. Omg.! Never crossed my mind that i'll sick. I don't have idea somehow it could be like this. I think i often get sick on my holiday. How could be like this.

The sore throat and flu really tortured me last night until i can't got asleep. I woke up in the middle of the night. Got out from my room, run to downstairs and drank a mug of warm water. I still remember it was 1.25 am. But it didn't make me better. Oh shit.

I don't even dare to look at mirror of myself. How ugly i am now. The face of sleep less girl, the unhealthy impression.

How it ruins my holiday. Well, i got nothing to say anymore. Hope you guys would pray for me to get well soon. Yeah. This is the end. Bye and see you guys.

I'm dyinggggggggg

Wed,Thr,Fri & Sat

2011-04-18T10:45:00.013+07:00

It was about 9 am on wednesday when i found another side of yours. It was the first time i ever saw you like that. I began to sulk about your unfriendly stare at me. But baby, you did nothing to seduce me. You keep busy reading that stupid old comics. Ya, keep behaving like that honey.

The next day. We still in a fight. And you still behaving like there is nothing happens. You got busy with your football team and left me alone at school. I kept my eyes on the school fence. Wishing you would come back soon from your match. That's your first football match. And i was not there to held up banner of your name and scream your name loudly like i used to do when your basketball match.

But you didn't come during my long wait. Until i decided to go home alone. Without your hand holding my hand crossing the road. Without your kiss and your caress on my hair. I miss when you said I LOVE YOU while waved your hand when i was about go home.

Friday didn't make any difference. When i was in a BIG trouble and need you a lot, you weren't there for me. I saw you laughed with your friends and your face was so shine when i was dying.

Well, you replaced me swept the class as you know i can't do it. Thanks for your help darling but that wasn't what i need. My sister could do it.

Then about saturday. You realized i had swollen eyes when others didn't. You asked me what's wrong with my eyes, acted like you care of me a lot. But you were so arrogant that you didn't even hold my hand. I'm glad we are in a group for the class concert although i knew, it was not your struggle.

You went home earlier than normally. You just asked for leave and say I LOVE YOU then you went so perfectly. Left me alone in the strange class.

In the afternoon you went to be a cool goal-keeper again. I didn't come to give you support. You won the match but i didn't give you a congratulatory as well.

Well darling, thanks for giving me the bad four last days at school, yeah. It's gonna make me miss you so damn much until i couldn't help myself anymore to meet you. What a great job.

Listen to me baby. You gotta realize what you have when i'm still yours. Before you lose everything.

However, i trust you and i could never stop forgiving you.

Love is about forgiving.!

Greet you with a SMILE (:

2011-04-16T17:37:00.009+07:00

Today was the last day at school. Holiday starts on 18 until 28 april. Such a quite long enough holiday. Yay.! ♥

To fill the emptiness of holiday. I went to buy nail polish. As you know, my beloved school, Methodist 2 doesn't allow it's students to have nail polish on their nail. So, we can just use nail polish at home when holiday. See the pic below. I dunno exactly what color it is. It's dark blue with little cute glitters. It's AWESOME for me. Hehe

Then, i found a very cute thing while looking around. It's a watch with beautiful bracelet design. It has many colors. But the white one is perfect ♥ My friends, the twin, Tina&Tini helped me choose it. And i love it a lot.

I don't have idea if school would allow us use watch like this. But why don't i try wear it? Haha The action of a rebel student. ~~May not try it at home~~ ;p

Well, about holiday. I don't like to have too long holiday. But school without holiday is terrible. How tiring it would be. But holiday at home, how pathetic as well :/

Moreover, on the last days of school i had a kinda BIG problem. It just left a regret that i don't use time wisely. When the chance is in front of me. I don't take it to do things i should have done. But then i think it ain't mean anything if i did it too. Useless for the person who doesn't care. I just hope time would teach 'that person' about something he should know.

BIG *hug for HOLIDAY (:

Like the seasons, people change

2011-04-15T19:49:00.005+07:00

Hey blog, when i'm feeling bad. You're the only place i can share everything in my mind.

Well, i'm feeling so bad. I've just finished all exams for the last daily test in this even semester. So tired and i've been working so hard. Now is the time for me to take a rest. Tomorrow is the last day of school. I'm gonna have a holiday this monday and maybe for a week. Coz our seniors, the 3rd Senior High School student are going to have their national exam. Good luck for them. I hope all people could pass it well and no one would fail.

Not only physical, but my heart is tired too. I hope this is just a dream. Everything is not like this. But then, i realized it isn't. It really happened to me. Is it true that like the seasons, people change? But i'm wondering why? Is there anyone can tell me why? I can't find the answer. This depresses me a lot. I even dunno what should i do. I woke up in the morning then i thought about how to pass my day well everyday. Keep thinking the way to survive. But it always fail. I can't do anything.

Sigh. sigh and sigh.

I miss everything i've been through. That sweet memories. But memories are just memories. I'm standing alone here. No idea what should i do. I'm just can pray every night for God makes it better.

Reblogged from tumblr

2011-04-09T21:41:00.007+07:00

Was reblogging on tumblr then found something interesting. And suddenly crossed my mind to share it here.

I reblogged it from i-spill-kisses-with-love.tumblr.com

Most Asian parents.

My Asian parents:

• Take extra food in napkins from buffets.

• Over - Exaggerate things.

• Expects you to be valedictorian in school.

• Always take pictures every moment.

• Think cheaper = better.

• Tell me i have too much clothes when i don’t.

• Eat rice everyday.

• Save every paper, picture, document of their life

• Have a lecture for everything.

• Assumes I do drugs when they don’t know where i’m going.

• Thinks I use the computer too much.

• Want me to stay home everyday, and not spend money.

• Think i spend too much money on clothes and other useless things.

• Think that i’m too young for a relationship.

• Think that i should get a girlfriend/boyfriend after i finish college.

• Assume i’m going to be a doctor or anything in the medical field.

• Don’t allow me to sleepover people’s houses.

• Embarrass me in front of everyone.

• Will love me no matter how many times they scream at me, lecture me, and the many times i disappoint them

---- THIS IS MY LIFE RIGHT THURR.

More or less me –

Well, the fact for me is somewhat true that my mom sometimes is like that. Especially the 14th and 15th point. Sigh :/

Don't you think your mom is same like that too? :)

It's a saturday night. Enjoy your weekend guys. Thanks for reading this post.

Shared with love

TIRED

2011-04-07T19:57:00.006+07:00

I'm so tired to the MAX!

I'm disappointed, I'm sad, I'm tired, I'm sick of all, I wanna vomit, I wanna shout out loud, I HATE everything in my life.

MY LIFE'S SO DAMN!

All i know is i'm so TIRED. I'm not strong enough to face all and i will never be stronger.

Please!

Please stop all. Please give me a shoulder for me to lean on, shoulder which is the place for me to cry whole night. Please give me strength for standing upright.

I'm so bad now.

Yeah. I'm wondering if i could have a sleep tonight or not. Coz seems tonight will be a very long night. That fear crept into my heart. I'm alone. Crying like stupid alone.

i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED i'm so TIRED

~~H A P P I N E S S~~

Yesterday (03-04-11)

2011-04-04T13:32:00.015+07:00

Yesterday i went to Kedai Durian and Angsapura for the cheng beng ceremony.

Well, Cheng Beng is a ceremony or moment when Chinese people pray for the dead (their family) once a year. We visit the cemetery to pray for buried people and go to temple for the people who burned.

My family went to Tj. Morawa (It's the place for burned people) last sunday. But i didn't go with them. Instead of it, I went for cheng beng yesterday.

So, because the place is quite far away, we were bored in the car. We took these very-very-very silly pictures. Haha Made crazy in the car, listened music, sang, ate snacks and etc.

So these are them :p

The girl with white shirt is my sister and the boy is my cousin. And the red one is me of course.

I was so tired because of it. Guess what? I woke up at 5 o'clock in the morning. It's a Sunday and normally i don't wake up so extremely early like that. Even on school days, i woke up at 6 am. Then, we finished all at 11 am. But we went to eat at titi kuning first before go home. So, arrived home at 12.30. It was very-very-very tiring to the MAX.

Now, i ask mommy to allow me take a nap for today (means that don't have course anymore :p) with the reason that i'm sleep less.

Silly.Silly.Silly

15 months♥

2011-04-02T17:12:00.008+07:00

2 January 2010 ~ 2 April 2011 ♥

I like to nag him about little thing.

So funny to see his face.

I love the way he looks at me like that.

It's different with the way he looks at others.

And it's special for me.

Without a warning, i realized your laugh is the best sound i've ever heard.

I like the way i can't keep my focus when saw your face.

Everytime you smile,i smile and everytime you shine, i'll shine for you.

I was enchanted when the first time i looked at your eyes.

And all i know is i'm not controlled for loving you.

Happy 15 months, my star :)

Credit to David Witra for the pictures

The bad beginning

2011-04-01T14:09:00.009+07:00

Oh well, guys. What should i say about today. From the title above you've already can guess it's a bad day. The first day of April. The April fools day. It should be a great day. But evidently it's not at all :/

I won't tell you anything. About what happened to me today. Just skip that part and forget it. Now, we move to another topic.

Still about April. I wanna share about my wish list for this month.

✖ Have last long relationship. It's almost 15 months ♥

✖ Be healthier. Especially my stomach.

✖ Gain weight. About 3 kilograms. I'm slim, but not plump enough.

✖ Have longer hair. Kinda regret i cut my hair when CNY. Longer hair is nicer. We can shape it more. Make it curly, straight, whatever.

✖ Have thicker hair. My hair is kinda thin that's why i wanna have thicker hair. Luckily it's black enough.

✖ Have self-control. Dunno why i'm kinda moody now. Omg.! This is not me. I'm not used to be like that.

✖ Be more diligent. Or my report book will be burnt. Even though there is no red mark in my report so far.

✖ Be blessed, happiness around me and special wish. I wish ** could back and no much longer i'll get **********

Okay, that's all. Anyway, happy april fools day readers. Before it's over, trick people around you. Today is the day for it :p The first person who tricked me is Tina. Haha

Hope this April will be a good month for me and you too.

Wishing on the falling star ☆

Enchanted ♫

2011-03-30T19:58:00.009+07:00

Here I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say,
It was enchanted to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

♥♥♥

(listen it from my blog. The button is on the left ♫)

This song is very-very-very awesome ♥.♥ Both the lyrics and the songs are really drive me crazy. I love the lyrics a lot. So cool.

Highly recommend you this song. You'll love it :)

I plan to choose between enchanted or back to december to be the song which i'm gonna sing for my music lesson exam. Both of them are from Tayor Swift.

That's from me today. Gonna read history. Am going to have the exam tomorrow. So lazy but have to read it, at least :/

Byebye :*

I was enchanted to meet you ♥

T U M B L R

2011-03-29T20:19:00.012+07:00

Hello guys :)

Ermmm,, It was raining here. The weather is so bad these days. One time it was so hot until feels like sun is not far away from us, then suddenly it rained heavily, and hot again. So on. One of bad effects from weather like this is it could make us sick quickly. The temperature that different over time. Sigh :/

Okay, stop talking about weather. It's such a weird topic to be discussed. Haha

Well, about tumblr. Check out my tumblr please. By click this :)

Tumblr is getting popular nowadays. It's interesting to post and reblog awesome pictures there. Even sometimes i feel bored (No doubt. I'm type of girl who feels bored quickly. So it's normal for me to feel bored. If you, dunno :p)

But even though tumblr is interesting. It doesn't mean i leave this blog. This is my first blog account. I've made this blog before joined tumblr. This blog is the place i told everything in my mind and expressed my feeling. It's a diary of my life story. So, won't leave this blog. Keep writing :)

Alright, it's enough for today. I have exam tomorrow. But haven't touched it yet. So lazy to study. And i'm thinking about study it at school tomorrow morning. Just read it. Whoooo.. I'm getting lazy now. I'm not used to be like this. Ckck What's going on with you, Syl? Haha I'm so tired as well. Very sleepy. Huhu

Need a rest. Bye readers :) See you.

XoXo

F I N A L L Y

2011-03-28T21:07:00.013+07:00

Life feels more beautiful and easier when you enjoy it and stop hating or envy with others. Really. And i had just freed myself from that nightmare. There is no more malice in my heart. It feels so good if our heart clean from bad things.

I realized everyone definitely ever feel envy with others. Well, if you think positively, envy is not bad actually. It just means you adore someone and realize he/she is better than you. It can be a good motivation for you to be a better person. As long as you aren't out of line in envy with others.

Honestly even it's not easy to be honest, i'm envy with a girl. I dunno exact when it started. She has everything i want. Actually, she's kinda similar to me. Things she likes, the way she thinks, the way she acts and more. I often pay attention on her. Feel kinda curious with what she's doing (don't mean to be nosy) Sometimes i said bad about her. But actually inside my heart, is a different thing. I'm just wanna look cool on people eyes that didn't confess she's great.

But now, everything has changed. Me 100% don't envy with her anymore. Making friend with her isn't a bad idea. This makes me feel good.

So, on this post i have confessed all. About my feelings that i saved in my heart all this time. Wanna say sorry to her if i did mistake. Even she won't ever know that she's the girl. She won't believe a kind of girl like her is the girl i'm envy with. I'm sure.

For you, if you are hating or same like me envy with someone, try to fight with that feelings and you have to win it. Trust me, life will be better if you don't have that feelings in your heart. Try to confess it to yourself (you don't need to confess to people or even that person you are envy with if you are shy. Just keep it deeply inside your heart as an eternal secret)

Don't waste your time hating people. It's useless. Trust me ;)

May God help you. Thanks for reading my story.

~~E N V Y~~

Sunday Story

2011-03-27T13:21:00.003+07:00

I'm thinking about a song which i'm gonna sing with my friend for music lesson exam at school. There's so many nominations song in my head. Omg. It's just a song, Syl. What nomination? Too lebayy :p Hahaha

Kind of song i like is a slow song which can touch my heart. Mostly about losing, sadness, pain and etc. How weird i am that like songs like that. Haha Dunno either why i'm so idiot. Ckck

Taylor Swift is my favorite singer. She's so stunning. Her voice and her style. Omg. It's totally ME. Haha Maybe i'll sing her song. Enchanted, Back To December, White Horse or Love Story. They are the songs i like most from her. Any recommendation? Hehe

But i'll discuss it with Joyanti later. She's my partner to sing a modern song for the exam. Then, have to talk about it with Daniel too. He's our guitarist. Haha He taught me how to play guitar. But i still can't. He must be more patient to face a student like me :p

So, today is a Sunday. I spent my time watching dvd of korean films. It's such a funny film but the ending is so touching. Sad. I cried. Huhu And now, after post this, i think i'm gonna go to my room, lie on my bed, hug my doll and fall asleep. Take a short nap.

Well, see you readers in next post :)

With love,

Sylvianita Nayki

Relationship ♥

2011-03-26T20:34:00.014+07:00

I always remember this short quote since i found it on tumblr. It says "No matter how you fed up in your relationship, never ever suggest to break up" I agree with it. Every problems always has its way out.

I've just realized every relationship has ups and downs. Sweet and bitter. Smiles and tears. Different day, different story. That's the normal things in a relationship. It never guarantee only love can solve everything. We need trust, loyalty and respect one another.

But a relationship is also as sweet as in a fairytale. We have someone to share everything, someone who accompany us in every condition, someone's shoulder to lean on, we get attention, care and love.

I'm in a relationship, that's why i'll pay more attention on it. I'll do my best coz i love him ♥

Wish all the best for your relationship for those who are in a relationship too. Spread more love to the world.

xoxo

Hold your love ♥

Great mood-destroyer

2011-03-25T15:01:00.008+07:00

I was so annoyed today. There are two people who caused it. The first person is really-really annoying. She always think she's the right one and everyone is wrong. We have to follow what did she say. Does she think she's perfect? that always right? I'm wondering if she has mirror at home or not. Coz seems that she doesn't know "shy" at all. She's kinda bossy. No, not kinda. She's totally bossy and such a moody girl. How invite hatred.

The second person is very-very-very nosy. She is so interested in other's private life. It none of her business. Why did she care about? It's not about her as well. Or does she think she is very skilled so that she wanna give others advise? I guess nobody needs her rubbish advice. She can manage her own behavior well has already enough.

This two kind of human is terrible. May God bless them to make them repent. AMEN.

Ps. Sorry God for gossiped them and told their badness. Forgive me :( I'm just lose my control of them. They really ruin my day. I'm too mad.

Another bad day

Bring "it" back

2011-03-25T14:07:00.003+07:00

Today i did a little mistake. I don't think it's a mistake actually. But, yeah just a little remorse that it annoyed him. So, sorry. I didn't mean like that and didn't know it would annoy.

I should realize what i have now lest i lose everything and regret. I really know about it. Like i said, I didn't mean like that. I'm just trying to reveal the truth. Sometimes, honesty is hurt. But we have to accept it right? Better than we get a lie.

It's overcast here. And suddenly the rain falls down slowly. Almost always like this. Every time i remember about him (a person in my past) the cloud turns to gray. Like now. Even nature knows how's my feeling about him. Sadness, hopeless, untouchable, hurt, and losing. Or maybe it's just accidentally (try to be realistic). Who knows?

Do you ever feel what i felt? About how hard to forget a thing which is too sweet to be forgotten. A memory that will always saved inside your heart as an eternal secret. I guess everyone have it and can't forget it too. It doesn't mean you still have thought back to the past as well. So, i'm wondering if i was wrong or not.

Dunno anything. Just don't think about it anymore.

Recently remembered

Short post

2011-03-23T13:37:00.005+07:00

Hello guys. How's life? I hope all of you have such a good time these days. Like me :)

Well, my life feels great now. It will be so exciting if always like this. Smile and laugh with HIM. All problems suddenly disappear. Really grateful and thanks God that fulfills my prays all this time. Yeah, everything is okay now. Although still have something to think about. It's my goal for now. I believe God will fulfill it no much longer. I just need to be patient and keep waiting until that time comes. He knows all the best for me.

And here, me, I promise myself to do my best to be a better person and a perfect girl for him :)

My life goes back,readers. Holiday has already ended and means that i have to wake up early again,face tiring activities and exams. Need a hardworking :( But the exciting thing from going to school again is i can meet all my lovely buddies and my bf of course. He's the first reason why i enjoy school-ing. ♥.♥

Okay then, i've just had my lunch and i feel kinda sleepy now (like a pig. LOL). Today is wednesday and i don't have course. So, what i'm gonna do is having a short nap.!

See yeaa readers. Thanks for reading :*

I ♥ my life

This Pain

2011-03-10T16:57:00.011+07:00

Whoaaa. Evidently holiday is not as exciting as i thought before. Well, it feels so boring here. Stay at home; just sit in front of this notebook doing things i even dunno for what. Keep rebloging photos in tumblr, changed tumblr appearance and anything else that useless just for wasting time. Okay, I don't wanna have a too long holiday. Rest for me has already enough. Don't let me be rusty at home for 11 days more.

So now, how..?? I need an exciting activity that can relieve boredom but not tiring.

Moreover now my head feels like wanna explode. Too many things in my mind. It's over limit. Totally sickening. I can't stand to be like this anymore. I lost many things because of it. I lost my smile, my mood, my laughter, my freedom.

Problems come without stop. Like punish me of every bad things i've ever done. I should fight and it doesn't let me to take a rest. I've been tired. Please let me relax just for a while. Can't you?

Yeah. I'm unfortunate girl. A stupid girl with all her dreams that will not come true. I should have known it. I shouldn't give a hope anymore. Now, it's so hurt. Here. This pity heart wanna shout out loudly "What an unfair life.!"

When? I'm wondering when i can go out from all of this and how long i should waiting? Huh? Waiting for the thing that doesn't clear. But i don't give up,right? I still keep waiting. But how much longer? I need a certainty.

Not only that. People around me are so annoying these days. Everyone seems ask me to make a quarrel. What the hell is this? I'm still sixteen(haven't seventeen). And i'm not strong enough to face all of this.

Please everything go back like before. Please don't change. Stay for me.

All this time i just forcing my laugh and faking my smile. I'm not okay. I hope someone knows it.

Outside smiling,inside crying (dying)

HOLIDAY♫

2011-03-09T13:46:00.008+07:00

Hello people ♥ I bring a good news. Hahaa LOL

BIG holiday is coming to my life. Ouchh, God's so kind and life's good (sometimes). The holiday is 12 days. so WOW right? Hahaa We as the 2nd and 1st year senior high school students have holiday because in this weekend, my school held an education expo special for the 3rd year senior high school students (my seniors). 3 days for education expo. And the rest 7 days (2 days more is sunday) are also because of my seniors. Them again. But so thanks. It makes me have a very-very-very nice time. Hahaaa Well, seniors are going to have their exams for one week maybe. So, It's holiday for the juniors ;)

I'm gonna use this holiday well. Sleeping whole day :p I'm sleepless these days. So tired of daily activities :(

But the nightmare has gone. Yihaa. *dancing to welcome holiday. Chihuyyyyy ♫♫♫ I'm so glad. Yeahh :)

Then, one thing. It feels so boring recently. Dunno why. Or maybe i know. But i'm just _____ Well, it's speechless to talk about this. What's going on with me? But is it because of me? I don't think so. Coz i don't ever change. I hate changes. Let me know why people should have changed? Hu~uuhh? Are they feel bored? What the hell are they thinking about?

I don't understand. I really don't understand. I'm confused and nobody can tell me the reason. I need a make sense reason. Not a shit.

How tiring this brain thinking of useless thing. Omg. I don't wanna be like this.

Dear God, Please make all okay and don't let anything happen to me. *keep praying and be a better person.

I love HOLIDAY

Hello new (:

2011-03-05T20:23:00.007+07:00

Holaa :) readers, in this weekend i got a spare time to change things in my accounts. Including this blog and my tumblr. Also my formspring. Even just photo there. Hehe

Well, actually from the first time i didn't have a plan to own a blog. I just made it for fun. So i don't really care about the URL. But finally i addicted with blogging :p And my previous URL sounds so weird. I don't really like it. Haha That's why i decided to change it in this free time.

Now, i got it. www.wishingonthefallingstar.blogspot.com :)

This one is nicer than iamonlyloveyou.blogspot.com (the previous one) Isn't it? Hope that you have same opinion with me. Hoho

Not only this blog URL. I changed my tumblr URL too. I've bored with iamsylvianita.tumblr.com So, it was changed to aboxofwishes.tumblr.com :p

I changed many things. My tumblr background as well. The song there and here also.

A little bit about the song. The song here is enchanted by my favorite singer,Taylor Swift. I wanna add back to december song actually. This song touches me a lot. Really :( But the video on youtube of this song doesn't clear enough. So that i decided to add enchanted. Enchanted is nice too.

Then in the tumblr, i use sparks fly by Taylor Swift also. It's such a cool song. Yeah. Hahahaa

Oh ya, wanna recommended you this song. Today my life begins by Bruno Mars. You'll fall in love with this song after listen it. Trust me ;)

So, check out all new things i've made yahh ♥

Welcome new ;)

14th month ♥

2011-03-02T19:43:00.008+07:00

Today is the 14th month (one year + two months) me with my lovely bf. It has been such a long time. Yeah. I’m so glad and grateful of course. He's a good guy. Really lucky to have a bf like him. I love him to the bones. Haha

Thank you for all the superb time, titi kecik ♥ (that’s my love nickname for him. It came coz i'm older than him about one month. Not exactly one month. I'm 27th oct and he's 22nd nov. Haha)

ILHSM (I love HARRIS so much) & always do honey :* Wanna you to be THE LAST for me. Thinking about my future with you* Omg.! It's like a happy ending in a fairytale :p

(For the last picture, it's quite true. Coz the first time i was his bestfriend. Then suddenly he loved me and that sweet friendship turned become LOVE)

happy anniversary =)

SN♥HKT

Hope we'll last long yeah

Ps. I know maybe i can't cheer you up. I don't have any idea about it. But hope you know that in my eyes, in my heart you are THE BEST. You've done the best and i really PROUD of you. I proud to have a bf like you. Your personalities are really charming. Nobody's like you. You have thing that everyone doesn't has :)

Today is still awesome even not goes like our hope. Thanks. Really thanks.

There is still a chance for those who believe it. Just need to be patient. Don't afraid to lose for several times or even all time. Coz defeat is the way to be a winner. Keep moving on.!

I always here supporting you in every step you take ♥

You & me are FOREVER

This is our LOVE STORY♥

Boredom

2011-02-21T13:49:00.013+07:00

Hmmm, so boring, readers. There is nothing interesting to do. School, chatting with friends at school, and course. Huaaa..

By the way, i'm thinking about my future recently. About what university i'll go later, what kind of subject i'll take. And more about it. Plan about future from now isn't a bad idea. Hoho

Actually, two kinds of subjects crossed my mind. English literature and management or accounting. I'm kinda interested in English literature. But the fear in my heart that it's difficult kinda disturb my mind. I've learned English for many years. Since i was in primary school (the first year or second year) until now. But it doesn't enough to build my self-confidence in English. I know that i'm not a diligent student at school and at course. I confess i'm not at all. When exam at course i often (even always) didn't studied and prepared myself before. Moreover exam at school. Just read the exam materials at school for a while before the exam. But luckily i didn't get red mark all this time. Haha. How fortunate :p

Definitely, i'll not take science subject. NEVER. Wanna free myself from science B)

P.S: I'm so proud with my BF. Hehe You know why? He did something so gentle in my eyes. Now i guess i have to stop think that he's childish. He's a mature guy. I love him more and more ♥.♥

I'll always there when you need me. I promise you. Everything you do, I'll always support you 100%. Coz i trust you. More than i trust myself :)

He's the best ;)

Barongsai

2011-02-16T14:00:00.004+07:00

Hey readers, last night around 9 PM Barongsai finally came to my house. Actually since afternoon the Barongsai has already in my neighborhood. But still quiet far away from my house.

Anyway, Do you know? When i was a child, I was so afraid with Barongsai. I even cried if saw Barongsai in front of my eyes. But since i've grown up, I don't afraid of Barongsai anymore. Hehe

I took some photos of the Barongsai. Sorry if the photos are kinda dark cuz you know by yourself that it's night. Moreover i didn't use flash. Shy* to use flash. Later people who was watching Barongsai will look at me. Hehe

I recorded the video too. The video is so cute. There is one moment when the barongsai ate* a baby (just the head actually. the baby is my neighbor's son) So sweet ♥ The baby was smiling and laughing with the Barongsai. I wanna upload the video here. But i dunno why it didn't work. I've tried many times, but it didn't make any difference. Dunno what's wrong with this blogger.

But photo has already enough i guess :)

Oh yaa, tomorrow my class is gonna have basketball OSIS match. I wish my class would win the match. Cuz i know they can and they have already practiced well :)

Special support for HIM ♥

This is the second year i give him support in the same match.

Tomorrow is Cap Goh Meh.!

Just Post

2011-02-15T12:53:00.011+07:00

Do you still remember this teddy? Umm.., I guess i've ever told you story about this teddy right? If i'm not mistaken. Cuz i'm kinda forgetful now. Hehe

This teddy has already 3 years old. I got this teddy when 2008 as a gift on Valentine day that year. Yeahh. It has been quite a long time. But i can guarantee that the teddy is still in a good condition. There is no dust at all and the color is still white (new*). This teddy is one of my dolls which i take care most. I'll never let it gets dirty.

You may think that it means a lot to me. That's right. I've no idea why it's still so valuable for me. You may call me a mad girl cuz honestly sometime i like talking to that teddy. Told it everything in my heart that i can't told others,without exception. It has been a great friend for me since the first time i got it. It accompanied me when i was crying and feeling bad.

I've no reason why i post about this teddy and tell a little bit about it here.

We go to another topic, readers :)

I've just finished editing photos. One of them is this. I made it as my profile picture on facebook.

Well, actually i'm not so good at editing photos. My brother (cousin*) often teaches me about editing photos. I have Photoshop CS3 in my notebook. But i'm not expert using it. Hahaa

Do you notice under the photo i put this blog URL? I dunno why put it. Just felt it matches the frame (i used book frame). Not intend to promote my blog. Hahaa

By the way, i've changed my background yaahh. No "jeans" anymore. Now is about "robot". Haha ;)

Tuesday Story

Tumblr.!

2011-02-14T15:10:00.009+07:00

Currently tumblr-ing :)

Check Out My Tumblr: click here

Chocolate Day

2011-02-14T13:33:00.023+07:00

Happy Valentine Day ♥

Today is a special day. Day for us to share love for people that we love. It's identical with chocolate. Well, friends at school shared chocolates. So did i. I brought a cardboard bag full with chocolate and gave it one by one to a few friends who close to me. Harris said like a Santa giving present to people, moreover the cardboard bag is with snow shape. haha

I dunno if my chocolate is yummy or not. But it's my best. Hope people who have received chocolate from me like the shape and the taste. hihi

So, this is the second year my valentine with him. Last year i gave a couple dolls for him. Mickey and Minnie with wedding dress. They are one year old now. Today is their birthday too. lol

love letter ♥

This is the pen i gave to my bestfriend, Suwina.

She got chocolate too. Hope she likes it :)

So, the hello kitty one is for HIM ♥

The result of my chocolate :p

Happy Birthday my twins, MickeyHar and minNieta.

always be the thing that unite me with him

Anyway, mommy cooked roast chicken today. The chicken roasted using oven. it's delicious :6

Plus tomorrow is a holiday. How glad i am :)

I've planned about go to salon for having creambath tomorrow actually. Cuz i wanna take care of my hair intensively. I'm afraid my hair would be damaged because of often make it curly, make it straight again, then curly again :/ even i use conditioner and vitamin everytime after wash hair. But still worry about it. I love my hair :p

But, my friend asked me to join them go to SUN plaza tomorrow. How yeah? Hmmmm...

Oh ya, wanna say..

Happy Birthday to my beloved friend, Valens. Wish you all the best :) His birthday is unique. One day with the love day, Valentine. haha

Happy Love ♥

It's V-day.!

Different Day, Different Story

2011-02-12T19:55:00.007+07:00

Hey there :)

How’s your Saturday night?

Well, my saturday night i spent with making chocolate.

Yesterday i had made half of the chocolate that i bought too. Making chocolate evidently is kinda complicated. It’s not too difficult but i’m just lazy to make something like that. In addition, i have to wash the equipment that i used. So tiring. I doubt that next year i’ll make chocolate by myself anymore. Haha

Not just making chocolate, i had a superb dinner with my family tonight. Other members of Wang Family came to my house and ate sangwo. I ate so much with one hope that i'll gain weight :/ it’s really yummy and i had a great time. I love family gathering ♥

Now, i'm gonna make chocolate. See yaa readers :)

Have a great sat-night.

It's about sat-night

Friday Story

2011-02-11T18:04:00.009+07:00

Bloggers, yesterday i fell in my bathroom. It was when i took bath before go to school for computer lab. I dunno why my feet suddenly don't have balance until i fell down like that. I really sure the floor was not slippery at that time. Maybe bad luck is following me :(

It’s seriously hurt. Now, my back, my arm, my neck (behind my ears) are bump coz hit the toto. ummm. what yeah? toto is something like "sitting kloset". Idk how to say it. but i guess everyone has used kloset like that now. I can’t sleep because of my back. I hope the bumps will get well soon, or i’m gonna die. Huaaa

Well, last night i had a worship as i said. Look at this photo. Those are my tiny hands. Haha red over there. I helped mommy to make red eggs last night. I colored the eggs after boiled it with food colouring. And the red is from the HIO too.

Oh ya, i went to school this morning. Even i’m so sleepy moreover my back makes me can’t sleep. But i wanna meet him. That silly thing gives me a spirit to wake up. Haha :p

Anyway, I was just back from my course and bought chocolate, the sticks and the mold. I dunno if two box of chocolates enough or not. Coz i never make chocolate by myself. This is the first time i do. If they aren't enough, i'm gonna by it again tomorrow. Actually i don't have any plan to make chocolate by myself. At least not, until my friend suggested me. she said that making chocolate by ourselves is more special than if we buy it. I think she is right too.

This year Valentine, i'm gonna make chocolate by myself for HIM ♥

Alright, that’s all the story from me today. Thanks for reading =)

You're my spirit

New Header from Willy Sandy

2011-02-10T21:41:00.006+07:00

Willy designed a header for me. it's so lovely. well, so thanks to him. honestly, i'll not able to design a header as nice as he did coz i'm not creative enough and i seriously don't have art about designing. different with him. he's really creative. all people in my class must be agree with my opinion.

sometimes i was noticing him, Ummmm....,, well, i notice willy's seat mate actually, H♥ shy to say it. haha when i was noticing Willy, i often found that he's using pencil for writing except when exam. this shows that he's an artist. i believe in one thing. next 10 years, when i meet him again in a chance or a reunion, he has already became a great designer like his ambition. amen :)

so, if you read this post, Thank You Willy. so appreciate it :)

hmmmm,, another story...

comes from TODAY. today is the last day of my first exams on this Semester II. am so relieve, readers. no need to study anymore. yeaayyy. what a life :)

then, today i'm gonna have a pray called Ceh Gao Worship in the midnight. it must be crowded in my neighborhood. everyone's busy to prepare the pray now. and there are some fireworks sound here.

so, coz it's in midnight, i'll stay up late and if i can't wake up tomorrow morning, i'll not go to school anymore. Hip-Hip Hurray. moreover no exam. there's no reason to still attend school right? :p

but, i'm thinking of something. if i don't go to school tomorrow, i'll not meet him :(

how yeah? i'll think about it one more time before take a final decision. mommy has already asked me about this but i haven't gave my answer to her :/

Tomorrow will be better :)

CNY Photos

2011-02-08T18:18:00.006+07:00

Hey readers, just passing by to post some photos.

it's still Chinese New Year and i have many photos that i took during this CNY. haha i'm gonna upload some here. the others are in my facebook album CNY 2011.

xoxo

Rabbit Year

2011-02-04T20:42:00.013+07:00

Kiong Hi people ♥

well, how's your chinese new year? already got many red pockets,right? ;)

there are many red pockets in my bag. lol

just come to say happy CNY and upload those silly pictures :p

so, happy chinese new year..!

30meh :D

2011-02-02T09:38:00.010+07:00

hey people ♥

02-02-2010 it's 30meh. happy 30meh yeah. grab this moment for gathering with families :) like i do too.

well, mommy is busy cooking so many delicious foods for us today. from the menu today, the most i like is the duck soup. can't wait to eat it. haha she hates cooking actually. that's why we need sayur rantang. haha just for big day like today, she push herself for cooking. but for tomorrow, she will not cook anymore. we've ordered lontong sayur so that our guests tomorrow could have lunch here. eat lontong sayur. so yummy :6 that's CNY !! lol

oh ya, tonight gonna have fireworks party ;) and have dinner at Cemara Asri :6

mommy's gonna go to salon this afternoon. i wanna go too. but can't. cuz i'm still sick. how sad, readers :(

hmmmm,,, besides saying happy 30meh. actually, there's something in my heart but i don't wanna say it out or even remember it. but i can't lie myself. that i never forget.

it's not easy for me too. but i guess this is the best for us. the difference and dispute between us, we can't avoid anymore. this is the time we should be maturer. we're getting older and have to realize. we can't push ourself. just hope you understand and got the way out. wish there's still another way for us. and here.. today,, i've stopped doing thing i usually do. i'm so sorry. just that word i could say.

02-02-2010.........???

well, i have to go now. run to downstairs for helping mom. not help her cooking. cuz i can't do anything. haha mom's has came back from buying vegetarian foods for the prayer. and i should help her prepare the prayer.

byebye readers :)

what's special from today besides 30meh??

February.!

2011-02-01T20:15:00.016+07:00

the first day of february. hope this month's better. everything's easy for me to pass :/

well, i have some problems. and i'm sick now. Huueee. not easy to face all in condition like this. i've no place to tell. maybe i have. but i don't wanna disturb anyone. make people burdened.

everything has changed. my mistake, didn't realize it all this time. time flies and past life is just become memories. although i expect everything is still same. i can't stand living like this. i wanna my life back to me. there are so many things we should fix. dunno how much strength i need, how much tears should falling out, or how hurt it would be. i don't care. as long as i don't lose "that warmth".

ummmm....,, talking about sick, it really drives me crazy. i'm thin and sick makes me thinner. Omg. wanna gain my weight but what i get is the opposite. ckck

i can't sleep whole night. because of coughing and breathless.

daddy has called doctor and the doctor has already came to checked me. the medicines i should drink are so many. tablets are everywhere on my desk. == life like this is so sucks.

i can't eat my CNY cake too. it looks so yummy. Huaaaa. wanna eat. everything looks so delicious. my house is full of CNY foods. 3 boxes of oranges, 2 box of can drinks, 4 bottles of coca-cola, 3 cakes (2 clover & euro), cookies, chocolates, candies, bika ambon, 2 lapis legit or spekut. umm,, how to write it yeah? haha sorry, dunno readers. hihi and more.

some of them are from daddy's relatives. they sent us.

so tempt me.

hope i'll get well soon :/

new days

I'm not in good condition

2011-01-31T17:43:00.005+07:00

well, i'm getting sick now. cough :/ dunno exact if this is virus from my sister or not. my sister had cough but now she's getting better. me..? this sore throat is killing me surely. my voice turn from sopran to alto; even bass ==

it started when i woke up this morning. my throat felt different and it's really gets on nerves. Omg !!! Chinese New Year left 2 days more. how pathetic if i'm sick when CNY :(

should drink much liquid and hope i'll get well soon :/

but,,the thing i'm happy about :) mommy bought me a new hair curler last saturday. this is kinda odd. normally mommy will not bought me things so easy like that. no need to beg or pretending sad or persuade her until goiter. haha what thing hit mom's head yeah? :p whatever. the point is i get what i want ;) now i can make curly hair everyday, everytime i like ♥

tomorrow i'm gonna have physics and chemistry exam. but i haven't studied yet. you know.? even haven't touched the cover of my notebook. haha :p

i think i'd better give up. so lazy.

SOREEEE THROATTTTTTT T______T

Bonjour.!

2011-01-18T19:29:00.010+07:00

hello bloggers, last saturday i bought a couple necklaces :) i gave harris one. he take 'the girl' and i take 'the boy' one. hihi

see the pic(s) here ♥

harriSylvianita♥

by the way, i had my haircut last sunday. i just planned to cut my bangs but dunno why i cut whole hair too. haha like hypnotized by the salon.

my hair is shorter now. and i got a new bangs. haven't familiar with this hairstyle. i hope i will not regret cutting hair like this.

harris said this hairstyle isn't bad. beautiful ♥ fortunately. hehe

so, this is my new hairstyle.

new.new.new

Hai :)

2011-01-14T20:00:00.007+07:00

hello :) how's life?

i've new story. last wednesday i got my report book. and i got the 7th rank. well, it's probably the best rank i got during senior high school. i'm in 9th and 11th rank the last time. i'm not too satisfied. coz when junior high school i achieved better than this. i got the 1st rank in the 3rd year of junior high school. but since entered senior high school i'm getting lazy and lazy. moreover since had new boyfriend (him), i don't too care about studying anymore. haha :p it doesn't influential actually. indeed i've been lazy. haha but it's okay. rank isn't important for me. the important is i had all i need. HIM, friends and family :)

2011 now, my new life. many things i should change and reach this year. and i'm grateful that everything's good so far. hope you got a wonderful year too :)

oh ya, i've updated my tumblr. new theme and new song there. check it out readers ;)

click here

thank you :*

another story of mine

Formspring =)

2011-01-07T15:07:00.007+07:00

hey sugar, there :)

so boring here. how about ask me questions? hm.? :) visit my formspring.

just click the rainbow text write "formspring" below.

formspring

waiting your questions yea :) I love you even before i know who you are :)

thank you :*

xoxo

what does my heart say?

2011-01-07T14:02:00.015+07:00

so this is my class atmosphere. haha

i look so diligent there even the truth is the opposite :p

well, while saw this pic suddenly miss my old haircut. flat bangs with shoulder-length hair. it makes my hair looks thick. but don't change mind. will not cut hair. just make it longer and longer. hihi (such an complicated girl)

by the way these two pic(s) were not taken today,yea. haha :p

the first day school in new semester ;)

school runs like it always be. eventually got the time chatting with friends (gossiping) after quite long holiday. wakakakaka :p

school means tiring days are coming to greet me. school-afternoon activities, homeworks and exams of course. fiiuuhh. beside that, problems come too. ****

but,, i believe everything's gonna be okay.

actually i wanna write something for reliving the burden of my mind. so i write this unimportant post (maybe).

i like to share my feelings by writing. write blog and diary book. dunno why but it helps me a lot. makes me calm down and relieve even just for a while. the burden will come back later :/ maybe if already shared it, feels like the burden has been divided to people so my burden has reduced. hehe

God is fair. always believe it. like Harris said too. maybe He has another plan for me. the more wonderful plan. just have to keep patient waiting it. hope everything is easy for me. and reality-world, please be good to me.

thank you

:))

read this too :*

2011-01-03T10:33:00.028+07:00

that 2nd January was a superb day ♥.♥ enjoy that day so much. i wish everyday were as wonderful as that day. impossible yahh? well, am dreaming (again) -__- haha

my lucky number is two. lol ;)

so, that night my daddy's relatives married. on 2nd January too :)

then, back to the topic i wanna share here.

holiday is going to end up. today is the last day. i haven't ready to go back to school.

wuuaaaa :'(

even though all preparation for new semester has already prepared. i have bought new pens, pencil, new water bottle (even my old water bottle haven't broken ;p) new school shoes (my old one haven't broken too ;p) and others. so extravagant yeah? ;p

well, everything-shoes and outfits are beautiful at this time coz near chinese new year. there are many choices to buy things. so i take advantage of this good opportunity to buy my school shoes. moreover i look for school shoes like shoes for going out-hang out but the color is black. hihi

by the way, i've already bought 3 outfits for this CNY. wanna buy 2 more. yiHA. haha

hbu readers? :) how is your CNY preparation? (for those who celebrate it)

today i had creambath instead of haircut. i decided not to cut my hair in order of CNY and this new semester. wanna lengthening my hair. have long hair like i used to be. last time i was got crazy to cut it short. haha

even all like that. i really don't ready to go to school tomorrow. although i miss my buddies badly :/

misfortune will not always comes to me. i believe it. but why i always unlucky :( God, please listen to my prays all this time. i'm begging you.

okay, leave that depressed thought. we move to tumblr. now i don't spend too much time on tumblr like i used to. the first reason is my connection so sucks to open tumblr. dunno why. the second, it's quite boring. but i still update some. even not as many pic as before, it's still awesome (i hope) haha.

check it out ;) click here

thanks for reading yeahh :*

gonna off. wanna to take rest-watching TV while messaging with honey♥ (he will angry and nag me if i spend too much time with this notebook and not reply his message) and eating bread (breadtalk) hihi

see ya :)))) take care. xoxo

wanna have holiday MORE

ONE YEAR :)

2011-01-01T21:57:00.015+07:00

2 January 2011

today's the DAY, readers. it's my one year anniversary with harris. what kind of feeling is in my heart now? Omg.! all mix become one. happy, grateful, nervous, dag.dig.dug~the beat of my heart. wuuuaaaa.. haha dunno why i'm so nervous. but take it easy :)

well, i'm gonna meet him today to celebrate it. can't wait anymore. haha

we're going to movie. gonna wear one of my best dress and look beautiful special for him ♥ haha

hope today would be a happy day for us and unforgettable moment of course ♥.♥

by the way, thanks for the congratulations and wishes from all my buddies. love you :)

this love shape has already 365 pieces.

365 days :)

so, that's my anniversary present for him.

a photo frame with our pic. hope he'll like yeah ;)

happy anniversary honey ♥

this's new year and the new days of ours too. hope we could be maturer facing problems in the future and nothing would separate us. i love you and i've no doubt you love me too.

thanks for your love all this time. never stop loving me as i do :)

sorry for my selfishness, stubborn and others that annoying.

i'll be a PERFECT GIRLFRIEND for you. just need time to keep trying to be the best.

i love you ♥

our day

2010 ends

2010-12-31T13:24:00.010+07:00

as we know today is the last day of 2010. time flies so fast.

well, thanks to 2010 for the precious time i had and for every experience i got in 2010. especially that i had one year together with HIM during the 2010. truly grateful for it :)

so, goodbye 2010 and welcome 2011. hope 2011 would be a great year for me and for everyone. be blessed and happiness is always around us :)

my new year wishes:

- have a lasting long relationship ever ♥

- get my Christmas wish. God hasn't fulfilled it but i believe no longer :)

- be blessed always.

- be a better person.

- have self-control. could control my emotion well.

- could make my parents proud of me. make them happy :')

- still have a sweet friendship with people around me. Omg! i'm so miss my buddies :(

- getting diligent. i was so lazy all this time. haha

- getting smart.

- have an amazing year.

and because today is the last day. gonna enjoy today with my dearest boyfriend and have a great new year's eve with my beloved families.

have fun too readers :)

welcome 2011 ♥

xoxo

Indonesia ♥

2010-12-26T21:52:00.010+07:00

hey football mania especially Indonesia national team fans, there :)

well, this post is dedicated for my lovely country national team. i don't interested with Indonesia football actually. i'm just love Spain national team. love TORRES♥ but since i known IRFAN BACHDIM, i became one of their fans. he's so handsome and great. "keeps shinning and last long with your girl, Jennifer Jasmin Kurniawan yeah" xoxo

i've just watched the final of AFF cup which took place at Bukit Jalil Stadium, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. the match was so cool even our team lost. unexpected thing happened when the second round. about laser and firecracker from Malaysia supporters graced the match and became trending topics on twitter and facebook also. #malaysiacheatlaser

to be honest, i disappointed with the result. 3-0. so hurt for Indonesian. but it's okay. they've done their best as well. we should be proud with their achievement throughout this tournament. a single failure will not tarnish their achievement. they still great :')

we still have chance. i bet once again on Indonesia. wait for the next final match between Indonesia and Malaysia on 29 at GBK. hope would be better. we'll show them how the fairplay is. no laser or firecracker cuz we're honorable people. agree.? :)

God bless you Indonesia ♥

what a cute guy, right? ;)

I ♥ Indonesia

December,25

2010-12-25T11:01:00.010+07:00

hello world ♥ it's Christmas.

first of all i wanna say Merry Christmas :)

wherever you are, hope all your dreams and wishes come true. be blessed always and enjoy today with joy with your families, relatives or your buddies. be happy. xoxo

(my Christmas tree)

Happy day ♥

231210♥

2010-12-24T09:27:00.016+07:00

yesterday i went to SUN plaza with my cousin and my sister. it has been a long time i don't hang out with them. just the three of us.

it was a happy day :)

i captured many photos and here are some of them. see more in my facebook album:

Sister Time ♥

tonight is Christmas Eve. have you planned about your Christmas Eve party? :)

me ---> gonna have supper in another cousin's house. celebrate Christmas Eve together with them ♥

wish God would fulfill my Christmas wish. Amen.

well, tomorrow i have planned to go to church to celebrate Christmas. but seems that i couldn't. coz my foot is still hurt. no doubt. i use heels for walking around SUN for 4 hours :(

and new year eve is coming too. i still don't have plan about it. but i'll not stay at home.

daddy planned to go to brastagi actually. but i refused it. daddy said we go there on 30 until 2. i don't wanna go. 2 is my special day. i have to spend it with HIM♥. nothing can prevent me. it would be stuck there on that days too. and dad hate traffic jam. so, i suggest dad for not going to Brastagi anymore. just celebrate new year eve dinner with his friends.

success. yeah.! haha

i haven't take a bath anyway. and Harris has nagged me of it. well, i have to take a bath now before he gets angry. he's kinda fierce now. haha

see you readers :)

happy Christmas eve people ♥

my holiday